Saturday, January 13, 2007

The First Day

Today i went to send honey off to his army camp. Sigh. So sad and i even miss him so much now. Just these few hours i miss him already how am i gonna survive through the endless hours in the future? Not only the 2 weeks that he cannot come out.. but next time can only meet once a week. Oh man. You people just won't understand. =( It's pretty easy to say 'aiyah just two weeks what, what's the big fuss..' etc. Know what? 2 weeks of not seeing my darling IS indeed a big fuss. =(

Saw the video presentation about what they gonna train them to do, all so so tough. *心痛*
Of course army is supposed to be tough and all but i think commando's training the WORST. But i guess going into Army will really change him, like the process of becoming an adult and of course become a braver young man. =) I'm sure he won't be influenced and get all the bad habits like scolding HOKKIEN VULGARITIES and smoking. This is what timothy told me that everyone will become like that when they get out of army. That's just so not my honey. He's not now and he won't be, this i'm sure. =) I'm just missing him so much i don't know why, i guess i'm a little crazy already due to the super lack of sleep and thus a little emo. I didn't cried when we had to kiss our last goodbye to each other, if not it will really be so xia suay cuz no one will cry. Becuz it is only at pasir ris. -_- However, i do admit i had the urge to when i thought of meeting only once a week in the future and i have to go through long tiring nights alone for this exam period. SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGHHHH~~~

Hope he will fail his commando BMT and then be transferred to some clerk that can come home everyday! Wee! But i don't think the commanders there will not allow any failures for the recruits lah. =( There'll still be some brunei or thailand trip for him in the future which he will be away for a month or something. Shitties~ I know i sound like i gotta stick to him each and every day if not i will die but no lah, i'm just not used to not seeing him often to the extend of 2 weeks one time and once a week that's all. And he can't even sms me or call me until night. SIGH~

The army food they give was not appetizing at all, but i understand lah, army what, can't be that they eat like restaurant standard right. Tsk. I really have to say the portions are damn big, at least for me.

Doesn't look nice yea?














they have this and one big banana after your meal.
Guys eat alot, really alot haha.

Last glimpse of my baby's hair before he become botak!!!!



















Special Operations Tactics Centre














He just called me and told me that he is already botak, haha i really can imagine him with a botak head. So funny lah haha. Will be looking forward to 27 Jan when i can touch his botak carpet head. =D

I LOVE YOU SO, I MISS YOU SO`

















Love,
saddie.